Thoughts ...

I believe everyone are in some thoughts one way or the other ....

It is just how deep is ones thoughts .... How disruptive the thoughts can be ?? Or are these thoughts over sensitive of one person ??

How deep and how far should one thoughts go ??

Double Relief :)

In life there is always ups and downs .... and sometimes it changes so quickly ...

Just had the experience of happines & sadness at the same time ...

And now .... I had a double relief (another exam is down & the sadness of the day before is comforted) in the same day ... within a short time span ...

Have to say I am really lucky ...

Rain is over and sunshine is back ... :)

BUT !!!! there is alot learned in the process and life is not always so bleak ....

BE MORE POSITIVE .... :)

Happiness & Sadness Together ???

I thought I had understand totally how can I really feel with both happiness & sadness ..

But I was wrong .... Only today then I really realised how emotional one can be ...

Don't know what has push me to do it ... Maybe it was fated

I don't seems right at all with all that I had heard, really taken about but I have to control and be calm .... From the expression I know nothing is not really ok, but I dint want to push it too much ...

It is the first time in my whole life to hear this say aloud to me ... I was so touched and really very happy to finally know it as this is really unexpected ... all the love that flow through me at that point of time .... but also really very sad tat only at this point this is said out ..... But now is better then never ....

Time is really very precious .... Fully utilizing it is the most important now ...

I don't want to go through the regret again ...

But Chiam ... :(

Initially thought that I had too much / too long steam bath on Saturday tat's y my eyes started to be quite painful from Sat nite .. But tat's not the case is seems ...

It cause me to have a sleepless nite on SUN... early morning on Monday I wake up to go see doctor at almost 8am ... end up waiting outside the unopen clinic ... hahahahah

Hahaha .. maybe is see too much handsome young man so my eyes had BU CHIAM ... wat's But Chiam in english .. i dont know ...

But this last for almost a week before it recovered and end up i m wearing SPECS for 1 WHOLE WEEK ... so ugly lor ...

Hope it don't come back anymore ....