New Habit

hv picked up a bad habit of logging into fb, msn n now even blog via my hp when on the road travelling. like tis is going to be posted while in my company bus going hm. hope tis habit dun stick too long. haha

When Will There Be Peace ??

Sometimes really envy others tat some family are so peaceful ..

But in life ... how can u compare so much ...

One can only see the surface of others but not the actual of it ...

I really wish there is more peace at home ....

A more matured nephew

... Sometimes really cannot be bothered ... BUT !!! ...

There is always a BUT !!!

Is he Into You

I saw the below from my gf blog ... and found it to be so true ...


Is he into you?
when a guy is into you, he would...

1) wants you to be his gf and cant wait to intro you to everyone he knows.

2) never be too busy to call or sms you.

3) make time for you everytime.

4) wants to know how your day was.

5) always be there whenever you need someonebut

when a guy is not into you , he would ...

1) say he didnt want to have any commitment but end up having a gf other then you (mean he didnt want to be with you and not that he cant commit.)

2) be too busy to call or sms you.

3) only ask you out at the last min and that becos he is too free at that moment.

4) not be bother to ask how your day was and disappear for weeks or months

5) never be there whenever you need someone.

Upcoming Trip

Yeah ... After so many years my family has planned to go on a family trip together ...

We are planning to go Taiwan .... Supposed to go in April 2010 but due to my "beloved" nephew ... My dad has requested to go in October 2009 ...

My sis ended up spending 5 hrs in Chinatown today to finalize the trip but without my knowledge that the return dated has been postponed to 01 Nov which is the day that I have to check in for my company training ...

Really looking forward for the trip ....

New HP

Today I finally decided to buy a new hp ...

As usual he is always so considerate when deciding what hp to buy so tat I can buy my ideal phone ...

Wat do I mean ...

Both our phones are giving us problem .... so he has the $500 voucher to be used ... In order to spend the minimum to buy 2 phones ... he always choose the lower range so tat i can buy better phone ..

So end up ... I got N97 and his HTC Magic

Sometimes really which tat he can be much more considerate in other aspect as well ...

Am I too much ??

Moody mooody days ...

Today is the 4th day since I broke the news ...

Everything is now upside down becoz of my daringness to bring it up ...

How do I really feel ... Super duper Sad ... Disappointed ... Torn ... YEt relieved ....

Y so mixed feeling rite ...

Duno how to explain everything ..

Hope it can be resolved soon ....

Quality Personal Time ??

Not sure how to really descripe my feeling and emotions now ...

Am I really having quality personal time ? Hopefully .... Can anyone really understand what I meant ?

Why is life not anything simpler ?? What is most important in life ?

Okie ... now is sleeping time ....

Singapore Zoo

Wow ... let me think how long ago did I last went there ..

A few years ago when my eldest sis decided to go there for Mother's Day Celebration. I remeber my mum prepared fried rice / ice cold ribben to bring along... Half way thru all of us was so tired and hot as the weather tat day was SUPER DUPER hot ... :)

Today I went with my hubby, younger sis (Jen) and Ivy. And the itinerary for the day :

0730am - Wake up
0800am - Go pick my fren Ivy
0830am - Haiz ... waiting for Ivy @ her house downstair (ladies la .. is like tat 1 lo)
0845am - BREAKFAST @ AMK Mcdonald
0930am - Entering ZOO
1130am - Enjoying Elephant Show
1215pm - Taking a break .... Hubby n sis eating lunch (Ivy n Me can only look :P )
1430pm - Splash Safari (Sealion / penguin show)
1515pm - Left Zoo


Tis time I felt that the Zoo has changed so much ... So much more nicer. But tat's not the end of the day ...

We went home for a shower and off for dinner @ Beauty World ... My XIAO LONG BAO hahaha

came bk home 2 watch NDP parade and off again for GI JOE @ Cineleisure ...

Full of activities hor ... hahahahaha

See pix below ....



All splash over by tis elephant ...







Thks to me asking my gf, Ivy, to sit in front wif me ... hahaha ..














Another of the candy shot taken ....

Pre-celebration for Mummy's Birthday

It has been so long since we last go out as a whole family ...

The feeling is so good ... Even though tis celebration is earlier by 1 week as my eldest sis is going overseas.

We went to Orchird Live Seafoood Beer Garden @ 1 Bah Soon Pah for LOBSTER PORRIDGE .... mummy has been craving for this some time back ... But being her .. she is not willing to spend so much lo ... so wait until her birthday ...

So shiok .... maybe my birthday oso go there wif them again ... :)

Finally over !!!

Today is my last paper and tat's the end of the basic cert course ... :)

When I saw the paper, I was so happy ... hahaha .. coz I am so prepared .... Will definately get "A" liao for this paper ... Yeah .... then I will become straight A student for the first time liao ...

But today is also a very sinful day as I ate so much ...

Lunch was at Sakura @ Orchard Shopping Centre wif my classmate ... (all ladies) ...

Then it was a very relaxing day where I went for a mani n pedicure .. with mask :)

Then is a good long walk from Orchard Shopping Centre to Allson Hotel @ Victora Street for my dinner..

Wat's dinner ? Penang buffet leh ...

So it is a very sinful day rite ..

Wondering izzit to regain my 0.50kg which I had lost ....

End of module training

Yesterday is the last day of the training .... Crossed feeling again as usual ...

Happy as I can go home and see my parents and eat HOME COOKED Food ... wow ... how I miss it so much ..

Sad as I am going to miss the team members ...

I reached home yesterday at around 4pm and slept until today 11am ... hahaha .. without even waking up for any meals leh ... :)

But for the whole week I only lost 0.50kg leh ... very little hor .. :)

Resting now and back in office on Monday to complete my payroll and afternoon is revision for exam liao ... :(

Exam is on Thursday leh :(

3rd day - HAEP

Today is a very challenging day .... This obstacles is not just the obstacles ... it is more than it looks ....

See the pix below ... hahahaha ... I din't believe it that i did it .... :)

Can u imagine how high I was ??

2nd Day - HAEP (Most meaningful of my life)

Today is a very memorable day for me ….

Really thanks to
my boss for sending me to this course
the trainer for really pushing us so hard so that we can go to the core of ourselves

Even though I am totally drained both mentally and physically BUT the most important is that I had went thru the most meaningful of my life today

Had the breakdown tat I am so in need of and getting to the bottom of the most important of my personal life …

My classmates looked so surprise to see me and looking so “at the verge of dropping down” …. Hahahaha ….

Life goes on and things has to be changed …. :)

First Day of HAEP

Today is the first day of HAEP … Looking so forward in the morning as I know this is a very enriching training (and of coz the company oso paid a lot for us to go at tis economy)

After attending the 1st day, I was abit frighten as so much is expected from oneself .. So much tat it is like the deepest in urself to be revealed …. Even though I know this is a very worthwhile module to go thru as it is not only for your own work environment but in your personal life as well …

See how it goes …. Endure endure endure …

Busy Like A Bee ....

I have been busy since last week until now as I will be out of office for the next 2 weeks (for internal training as well as preparation for my last HR course exam).

But my bosses are really understanding ... As one cannot be able to predict wat might be coming for the future, I can only do my best to complete watever I have on hand and ensure no outstanding ..

Wat's the best .. I have to come bk this coming sat to do the initial payroll preparation before going to YMCA on sun ...

Life is so interesting ...

Thoughts ...

I believe everyone are in some thoughts one way or the other ....

It is just how deep is ones thoughts .... How disruptive the thoughts can be ?? Or are these thoughts over sensitive of one person ??

How deep and how far should one thoughts go ??

Double Relief :)

In life there is always ups and downs .... and sometimes it changes so quickly ...

Just had the experience of happines & sadness at the same time ...

And now .... I had a double relief (another exam is down & the sadness of the day before is comforted) in the same day ... within a short time span ...

Have to say I am really lucky ...

Rain is over and sunshine is back ... :)

BUT !!!! there is alot learned in the process and life is not always so bleak ....

BE MORE POSITIVE .... :)

Happiness & Sadness Together ???

I thought I had understand totally how can I really feel with both happiness & sadness ..

But I was wrong .... Only today then I really realised how emotional one can be ...

Don't know what has push me to do it ... Maybe it was fated

I don't seems right at all with all that I had heard, really taken about but I have to control and be calm .... From the expression I know nothing is not really ok, but I dint want to push it too much ...

It is the first time in my whole life to hear this say aloud to me ... I was so touched and really very happy to finally know it as this is really unexpected ... all the love that flow through me at that point of time .... but also really very sad tat only at this point this is said out ..... But now is better then never ....

Time is really very precious .... Fully utilizing it is the most important now ...

I don't want to go through the regret again ...

But Chiam ... :(

Initially thought that I had too much / too long steam bath on Saturday tat's y my eyes started to be quite painful from Sat nite .. But tat's not the case is seems ...

It cause me to have a sleepless nite on SUN... early morning on Monday I wake up to go see doctor at almost 8am ... end up waiting outside the unopen clinic ... hahahahah

Hahaha .. maybe is see too much handsome young man so my eyes had BU CHIAM ... wat's But Chiam in english .. i dont know ...

But this last for almost a week before it recovered and end up i m wearing SPECS for 1 WHOLE WEEK ... so ugly lor ...

Hope it don't come back anymore ....

Results Out :)

After almost 1 month wait for the result ... it was finally out ....

Yes in a way the result was expected one but was quite worried in the first place too ... Not really sure wat's the reason for the worry but it might be one of the following ...

- coz it might be quite embarrassing if din't get "A"
- don't how to answer to my boss and don't wat will be their reaction if I din't get "A"

If i din't score "A" i believe most of my classmates will also be very surprise ba ...

But envy my sis, at least she has someone who is encouraging ... someone to pamper and reward her for the effort she make and pass her paper ... but wat's there for me ... Haiz .. sometimes cannot really compare tat much la .... I must learn how to pamper myself la ...

Whichever, it is still one module totally down .. Wat's most important is to work doubly hard now and make sure I have the same result for Module 2 ...

jia yu jia yu jia yu .... :)

One Exam Down ....

Hmmm ...... 07 May was my first exam paper for my Basic HR course.

It has been about 2.5 - 3 years since I last taken 1, sort of quite worried myself as it seems absorbing is starting to be quite a problem ..

My sis also decided to come over my house and stay overnight so that we can go together to take our exam .....

We reached there just in time at 0955am with only 5 more mins to go before exam start .... At the lift lobby we saw one of our classmate, Valerie, dashing very anxiously to the lift landing and din't even notice us when I was just standing next to her.

I felt so at ease when I saw the question paper as it was not so difficult ....

At about 1020-1025, the last examinee came into the room and was shocked that we had already started the exam as he thought the exam was at 1030am ... so blur hor ...

After exam, we walk to Bugis and had Sakae sushi and back to work ...

^_^ crossing my fingers that I can at least at a "B" grading for this paper....

1st CCHB Gathering after 17 years ...

08 May 09 .... is a day that I am looking forward too very much ... I believe Jane is also ...

We have finally managed to organise successfully our first gathering with our ex-classmate from our secondary school ...

When I met Jane first that day ... she was so excited and ask me where is the camera ... So I said can use HP ..

One by one started to turn up at the station control @ Cityhall ... First is Beng Guan, then Lisa, then Samuel and last is Joanne.

Raymond who suggested to go Marina Square was down with a fever therefore, he did not join us.

We started to talk and talk and talk .... until the time we decide to go to which restaurant (Shokudo Japanese Food Bazaar) ... to the time we got our seat at the restaurant ... until we are eating and finish eating ... and exchanged contacts number ....

The gathering was excellent...

But it was then I realised when I was on the way home after alighing Jane, that we did not capture a single piece of picture ...

Hopefully, we will have another gathering sometime soon and Jane or me will be able to find more people to join....



See the below is done by Jane ... waiting for her to update Lisa's pix ... hahahaha

Back At Work

After so many days of leave .... I am back to work immediately after exam .... Morning exam, afternoon back at work ... Sian right ... :(

But no choice, my boss need me to be back to generate all the files for IRAS ...

End up I work until 8pm and was so dead tired ....

Surprise @ Library

I have planned to start my revision early in the morning starting at 10am @ the library ...

To my BIG Surprise ..... there was a big crowd of ppl standing there ... I believe maybe as many as 50 pax ... waiting for the library to open ...

Those right in front was actually sitting down ... waiting and waiting ... When the door open .... everyone rush in as IF THERE IS A BIG SALES ON !!! ... whahahahahaha .....

A handful of SUPER DUPER K.S one even run up the escalator on the opposite direction ....

End up I got a seat where there is no powerpoint in sight ... hahahha ..... laptop battery dies ... so here I am back in my room ..... not doing revision but blogging ......

K ... have to go back to my studies ... if not ..... :P

1st Project Meeting - 18 April 2009

See so fast after 1st lesson, we have our meeting to discuss our project liao ... To be actual we only have 2 lessons so far ...

As this is a very short course (3 months only) ... so everything is very rush ....

But Marcia was sick on the 2 lesson ... and she was still sick when she came for the discussion .... After distributing the assignment within 30 mins (or less than 20 mins) she went home to rest ..

So much to do actually for the project ...

Hope everything will go well for the project ....

Because of the project, I missed going to Calvin's 1 month celebration .... ( Oops ... must remember to TT the $$ to Mingzhu) ....

Going course always have alot to sacrifice ... :(

1st Lesson - 14 April 2009

Finally started my first lesson for Basic Certificate in HR on 14 April. So happy that it has started coz I have waited for very long liao ....

Jennifer, my younger sis, Marica, my hubby's friend and me ... 3 of us has signed up the course together ....

So after lesson, we went for supper at La Zhong (Macpherson there)......

I think I am abit crazy also ... It was quite late liao after supper as I have to send my sis back, but I still do my 1st lesson outline until 1am leh .... (Siao hor ... hahahaha) ... Too long didn't study liao so like I have too much energy ...

How I Wish

In life there is so many "How I Wish" ... but how many things can one really wish ..

How many "How I Wish" will come true ??

I really wish that I can understand him ... what he really wants ... what can I do for him ... how I wish he can grown up and understand

Am I mentally drained now ??

I ask for more strength to go through everything ....

Mixed Feeling

Started today with a mixed feeling as feeling abit worried ... abit determine .... abit forwarding as I wanted to resolve a issue with my dept colleague .... Tis issue has been affecting me very badly as I treasure her very much both as a fren as well as a colleague ...

We started off as fren ... tat's how I will put it .... or should it be lunch partner ... where we can talk about everything .. (tat's wat I feel) ... Then we ended up in the same dept as my dept has a vacancy ... Maybe due to my straight-forwardness ... we had a clash in personality ... we hd misunderstanding ... miscommunication and etc ... Our relationship then ended up at the verge

FINALLY .... today we hd a open talk today (even though we previously hd 1 .. but .... lalalala) we both (I believe should be both ..) are feeling much better and happier ...

YET !!!! ..... tis dint last long ... as I happen to get to know some information which make me feel abit demoralise .... feeling tat all my commitment, hardwork, effort .. .everything is down the drain ...

So I end with my day instead of happiness to mixed feeling again ... Feeling of disappointment, uselessness, unappreciated .... making me think of very impulsive thoughts if it really happen ..

Hopefully tis will juz be temporary ... Tomorrow will be a better day ....

Studying ....

Let me think ... how long hv I last study .... I shld be in abt 3 yrs ago

My last course was Adv Diploma in Buz ... During this course, I had went through alot ... Gained alot of knowledge fm e course as well as in other aspects of my personal development ...

One of the pix I taken in my previous class ... (Tis was the time my weight was the least ... 38kg)



BUT !!! HAhaaa .... I WILL BE BACK IN COURSE IN SOON !!!!!!

13 days to go ...... Finally back to my beloved studies ....

Is so enriching to life ... Knowledge ... Networking ... All the fun ...... :)

Will my next pix in class better than this ???

My Favourite Piggies .....

I started to love these piggies .... hmm ... since when I cannot remember ..

But I noe ... my collection of these piggies was started by my hubby ...

Knowing tat I love piggies ... he started to buy when he see something cute ...

I remember the below two piggies was bought by him when I was sick one day ...




Below group pix for my piggies nice ???? whahahaha

When will I take the next group pix for them ?? Coz there is some new members .... ;)

Back in blog

I have totally forgotten that i have this blog until now ...

Coz I have make a comment in my fren, Jan, blog becoz of her son, xiang ....

Hopefully I will remember here and continue my blog fro now onwards ... :)