Started today with a mixed feeling as feeling abit worried ... abit determine .... abit forwarding as I wanted to resolve a issue with my dept colleague .... Tis issue has been affecting me very badly as I treasure her very much both as a fren as well as a colleague ...
We started off as fren ... tat's how I will put it .... or should it be lunch partner ... where we can talk about everything .. (tat's wat I feel) ... Then we ended up in the same dept as my dept has a vacancy ... Maybe due to my straight-forwardness ... we had a clash in personality ... we hd misunderstanding ... miscommunication and etc ... Our relationship then ended up at the verge
FINALLY .... today we hd a open talk today (even though we previously hd 1 .. but .... lalalala) we both (I believe should be both ..) are feeling much better and happier ...
YET !!!! ..... tis dint last long ... as I happen to get to know some information which make me feel abit demoralise .... feeling tat all my commitment, hardwork, effort .. .everything is down the drain ...
So I end with my day instead of happiness to mixed feeling again ... Feeling of disappointment, uselessness, unappreciated .... making me think of very impulsive thoughts if it really happen ..
Hopefully tis will juz be temporary ... Tomorrow will be a better day ....
We started off as fren ... tat's how I will put it .... or should it be lunch partner ... where we can talk about everything .. (tat's wat I feel) ... Then we ended up in the same dept as my dept has a vacancy ... Maybe due to my straight-forwardness ... we had a clash in personality ... we hd misunderstanding ... miscommunication and etc ... Our relationship then ended up at the verge
FINALLY .... today we hd a open talk today (even though we previously hd 1 .. but .... lalalala) we both (I believe should be both ..) are feeling much better and happier ...
YET !!!! ..... tis dint last long ... as I happen to get to know some information which make me feel abit demoralise .... feeling tat all my commitment, hardwork, effort .. .everything is down the drain ...
So I end with my day instead of happiness to mixed feeling again ... Feeling of disappointment, uselessness, unappreciated .... making me think of very impulsive thoughts if it really happen ..
Hopefully tis will juz be temporary ... Tomorrow will be a better day ....
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